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Name: Matthew
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 4/11/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: I am a Christian and I love the Lord. He is my strength and my MAIN purpose in life is to serve Him.
Expertise: Staying faithful to God no matter what trials and tribulations I'm put through.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 1/29/2004

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

This isn't Matt... it's a good friend speaking for him since he is not able to speak for himself at this point in time.  I want you all to know that Matt is not gay... never has been gay... and never will be gay.  He is not a fake Christian and he is not a liar.  He loves the Lord with all his heart.  He has a beautiful son who is a year old and who he loves very much.


Wednesday, February 04, 2004

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What If The Wole World Prayed
By Casting Crowns
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im trying to get some music on here

 


 Trials and Trublations

       Its  you aganist the world. The worlds winning got your back aganist the wall . Everthings spinning you feel like you falling . Everone is up in you face telling you your not good enough. Your anger is flaring and  you trying to keep your cool. You calling out to God and it doesnt seem like he hears you. Well he does he hears us. You see trials and trublations come to make use strong. Im not going to pretend that i know everything because I dont I know pain and I struggle all the time  but in that time I try to seek Jesus.  The devil trys to tell me in the hardest times God dosnt care . We have to fights aganist that serpent. We cant beliven lies but only the truth. The truth is in the red letters, its in are pray time, its in our chruch , its in our heart. We cant give up  when trials come  thats what the devil wants use to do. Instead use the hard things to fuel you I asure you it will be hard and you will want to give up but youll see Gods pretty picture in the end . What I want everyone to know is that a relationship with the one who went to the cross for use is not a group thing its a relationship between you and him. Dont worry so much about what to do when life hits you with the cruves Gods know what you gonna do  so pray  and hit  the ball out the park. It dosnt matter who  better or whos worst let our lord be the juged just trust him. 

Romans 15:13

    May the God of hope fill with all joy and peace as you trust in him,so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit   


Saturday, January 31, 2004

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Holy Culture
By Cross Movement
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Stop Tha Drama

Why do we live in a world that just carves Drama  . Everyone wants to know everone elses business. WHY you all up in the mix!  We live in a society full of problems and it just so happens that one of the biggest is other people trying to cover there problems with your problems. Can yall feel me on this?? Alot of the people who do this cant figure out how to cope with there own problems ,yet think they can answer yours..I know this from my own struggle with it. I had to suround myself with other peoples issuse casue I couldnt deal with my own. Ok homie so tell us how to deal with it !! Well with any problem you have you gotts to add a forty of Christ a few shots of Faith  and chased down with some Trust. We got to be calm pray and wait for the right time for confrontions with the person that all in the koolaid.. Tell them how you feel in the most relaxed way your able to. Let them know its a real pain in the growth of the friendship.Now if you the person  how just cant get enought of other peoples problems. I know you want to deal with yours. I know its hard and there pain , just think of the releaf once youve dealt. Everone is diffrent so i can tell you just how to deal with it. What ive found is if you throw your problems on Jesus he will carry them to the cross. I know its hard to let them go, but if you ever want to feel better about yourself you just gotts to. Here a way to start your prayer Father I cant hold this pain in anymore tell him what it is , ask him to carry it for you  that you dont want to take it back  your going to want to pray about this more then once ask what to do to keep focused  and in Gods time you will be releaved. 

We will Stop Tha Drama  by Rysing Up

       God Bless and Keep It Real


Thursday, January 29, 2004

Jan 29

Like Woah,

This life is full of trial and tribulations it like Woah  as soon as we get the upper hand on the Devil..... Boom the Serpent behind the mask attacks ,but just chill cause we got the savior of the world on are side. Many of the times tho we cant chill the problems just build up and we dont let Jesus take our back. Satan being the punk he is kicks us when were on the ground spits in our face and just trys to holds us down . We try to find the exit  yet the Devil even stands at the door holding it open saying," come on quit, give up  God doesnt love you ". My Friends Im here to tell you thats  a lie . Stop looking at the problem and look at the solution. It not death its not dieing or drinking  getting high... Its learing cause that what its about  learning what Jesus told us. Hold on to your cross  and remember that thru suffering that God saying ," I accect you as my sons and dauthers." Theres a whole world who need use to suffer so they dont have to. I said for my kids and my kids kids. I will go thru this time of pain so I can learn of Gods great love and so you might not have to suffer the same... Verny and Chris  set your eyes on Zion  its so clear God is teaching you learn dont lose heart  this genaration needs us to Rise Up ... I love you Guys ..  I morn with you ... Keep it real am GOD BLESS



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